Photo: Mt Maunganui

Photo from a past road trip.

Mount Maunganui, Bay of Plenty

Nothing new on the personal front to report. Travel bug hasn’t really returned still. Continuing to simplify my life. Engaging in a bit more minimalism. Cut discretionary spending to the bone and ramped up putting spare savings into investments because I really can’t be bothered with the consumerism / materialism game any more.

Other than that, continuing to keep my radar on and monitor the worldly landscape. Getting out of cash due to constant money printing / financial engineering.

Photo: Mt Maunganui

Species-Level Disappointment

Some more existential musings I’ve had…

“Species-Level Disappointment” is perhaps a phrase that has come across my mind that captures a profound, collective existential dismay—not just at a particular event or person, but at the fundamental nature or behavior of humanity as a whole. It’s the feeling one gets when one steps back and looks at what we are, what we’ve built, and what we prioritize.

What this points to…

  • The Gap Between Potential and Reality
    We have a brain capable of calculus, compassion, and creating art. We’ve unlocked the secrets of the atom and the genome. And yet, we consistently use our genius for manufactured conflict, crushing bureaucracy, short-term profit, and trivial distraction while planetary crises loom.
  • Self-Sabotage as a Default
    We possess the knowledge and resources to solve our greatest challenges, yet we seem neurologically or politically wired to prioritize immediate gratification and tribal advantage over long-term survival and universal well-being.
  • Petty Tribalism
    On a tiny rock hurtling through space, we draw imaginary lines, kill over them, and define ourselves by differences in ideology, skin tone, or creed—often ignoring our shared, fragile existence.
  • The Banality of Our Obsessions
    The collective attention of billions is frequently captured by celebrity gossip, viral trends, and consumerism, while profound discoveries, injustices, and wonders go unnoticed.

Where these feelings perhaps come from…

  • Historical Whiplash: The cyclical nature of human progress and regression, where every hopeful advance meets a familiar pattern of greed, corruption, or violence in a new form.
  • Information Overload: We are now acutely, instantly aware of every stupid, cruel, or catastrophic thing happening globally. The weight of that constant awareness is heavy.
  • Scale Mismatch: Our biggest challenges (climate change, AI ethics, geopolitical stability) are species-level in scope, but our institutions, politics, and psychology remain tribal, local, and short-term.

A Philosophical Angle in all of this:

This disappointment is almost a necessary byproduct of human consciousness. We can envision utopias, perfect justice, and deep understanding—and then we confront our messy, compromised reality. The chasm between the ideal and the real is the birthplace of this specific flavor of disappointment. It’s systemic, woven into the structures we build, which inevitably seem to produce waste, inequality, and absurdity alongside progress.

Is this even Useful?

In small doses, I guess this feeling can be a motivator—a call to action, to be one of the “cells” in the human organism that tries to steer it toward something better. In large doses, it can very much lead to nihilism and retreat.

Perhaps the healthiest response is a kind of tragic optimism: to fully acknowledge the colossal failures and embarrassing tendencies of our species, yet still choose to plant a tree, be kind to a stranger, or create something beautiful. Not from blind hope, but as a defiant affirmation of a potential we so rarely live up to.

In Popular Culture:

This sentiment echoes in…

  • The works of Douglas Adams and Kurt Vonnegut (human absurdity viewed with kind-hearted despair).
  • Films like Idiocracy (the fear of intellectual decline).
  • The meme “I for one welcome our new robot overlords”—a joke rooted in the idea that maybe an AI could manage things better.

Ultimately, “Species-Level Disappointment” is the sigh of the cosmic onlooker—the part of us that hoped we’d be Star Trek, but fears we’re trending toward Mad Max meets The Office. It’s a darkly humorous, weary acknowledgment that for all our brilliance, we remain gloriously, tragically, and consistently… disappointing.

Species-Level Disappointment

Customer Letter to businesses who use CCTV Parking enforcement businesses

I’ve started sending out emails and letters as a customer to the businesses who use these CCTV Parking Enforcement Companies (Parking Services Ltd, Smart Compliance Management and others) to manage their customer car park advising that I will no longer be shopping at their stores. I encourage everyone else who is similarly concerned to do like wise. Here is a template that you can base your own letter off…

Dear [Business],

I want to let you know why I will no longer be shopping at your store.

Your choice to employ a private parking enforcement company that relies on automated surveillance and punitive “breach notices” makes your car park feel hostile to customers.

I feel should be able to shop without fear of being tracked or fined $95 for a trivial or accidental mistake. I also don’t want to deal with the stress of disputing a notice that may be issued in error, which I understand happens often.

Respectfully, I encourage you to reconsider your parking management provider. In the meantime, I’ll be taking my custom elsewhere — and sharing my concerns with family and friends.

 

Customer Letter to businesses who use CCTV Parking enforcement businesses

Warning About “Blue Rock HK”

Been having repeated unwanted phone calls from a guy calling himself “Mark” operating some investment firm billing themselves as Blue Rock Hong Kong. If you receive unsolicited cold calls from someone pushing some US stocks and purportedly representing Blue Rock HK, hang up immediately.

I’m aware there are other legitimate firms operating with the name Blue Rock including a Shenzhen furniture sourcing company of the same name. The red flags in this case is the cold calling offering stock investments together with the mention of “Blue Rock HK”

Warning About “Blue Rock HK”

Review: Mr Positive – battery UE Boombox speaker.

Bought a battery from Mr. Positive (online NZ battery store) for a UE Boombox BT speaker.

While dispatch was pretty quick and orderly, With in a week of receiving it, the battery regularly stopped accepting a charge and then failed completely some weeks later. Looks like a “thermistor” fault / short circuit.

After sending it back and a bit of chasing up over a month. Got a refund on the order. However, I feel this is way too long for redress.

(Noticed the product in question is now showing 1 in stock. It is genuinely hoped they didn’t simply put it back on the shelf to sell to the next customer…!)

Review: Mr Positive – battery UE Boombox speaker.

Photo: Auckland CBD from Kauri Point

Auckland CBD from Kauri point reserve (North shore)

Auckland CBD from Kauri Point reserve

In other news and views, Financial markets I feel have long disconnected from fundamentals. Market Interventionalism and Financial Engineering appear to be the name of the game at the moment – A whiff of fear? Lets simply “magic” some more money out of thin air! This indirectly supports the asset owners and transfers / socializes both the losses and costs on to the ordinary working class through earning dilution / wage lag.

I’m of the opinion that we need to expect this to paradigm to continue. So brace for more strikes, decline in public services (privatization by stealth), escalating frequency of protest action, increasing episodes of civil unrest, increase in further populist politics, etc.

I’m continuing to monitor and respond in ways I deem best fit accordingly. There’s frankly bugger all I can do as as an individual to impact the tidal shift. I will continue to civically engage, but knowing full well it’s all in vain and at the same time focusing on mitigation strategies accordingly to lessen the impact of these shifting winds.

Photo: Auckland CBD from Kauri Point

Businesses who use Parking Services Limited

Known businesses who use Parking Services Ltd. (Based out in Papamoa Beach) to manage their customer car parks…

  • 2 Kauri Laundromat. 2 Kauri Street, Riccarton, Christchurch
  • Big Save Furniture. 416-498 Queen Street West, Hastings
  • (Unknown business), Roulston Lane. Pukekohe, Auckland
  • Karpark – Parking Lot, 99 Spring Street, Tauranga

Know of any others, please let me know in the comments section below. Cheers.

Businesses who use Parking Services Limited

A warning to businesses using Parking Services Ltd

If you employ Parking Services Ltd to manage your customer car park, you WILL lose me as a customer.

There have been repeated reports of this Papamoa Beach based company issuing inflated breach notices and even incorrectly to genuine paying customers of some businesses.

Aside from the moral concerns of a private company charging an inflated breach fee to the public, as a customer my concerns are that…

  • I certainly don’t want to risk the stress and wasted time of dealing with disputing an incorrectly issued notice (which if the news reports are anything to go by, they regularly do) and…
  • I certainly do not at all appreciate having some firm monitoring (via CCTV) my car park movements like a hawk for the slightest breach ready to pounce and issue with me a $85 – $95 breach notice.

If I see the Parking Services Ltd (PS Ltd) logo at your site, I will simply take my business elsewhere and go to your competitors and I will encourage friends and family to do so likewise explaining my reasons why. A line has to be drawn regarding these sorts of practices.

THINK TWICE before choosing to subject your customers to this invasive monitoring


Note: This is an entirely separate organization to the Wilson parking’s owned Parking Enforcement Services. “Parking Services Limited” appears to be a smaller outfit run by an individual out of a residential address in Papamoa Beach.

A warning to businesses using Parking Services Ltd

Review: Office of the Ombudsman NZ – Disappointing

My recent experience with the Office of the Ombudsman left me feeling pretty disappointed and concerned.

I approached the Office as a member of the public with what I believed was a straightforward, informal enquiry. Before lodging a formal complaint, I simply wanted to confirm whether my concerns regarding the actions of a local government body were within their remit. This was done in good faith, following the suggestions provided by the Office’s own website and their own online help tool.

The response I received, however, felt unduly curt and dismissive — more in the tone of a formal rejection than an attempt to guide or assist a member of the public. It gave the impression that my contact was an inconvenience rather than an opportunity for the Office to fulfill its stated mission of accessibility and impartiality.

This first impression was at odds with the values and helpful approach presented on their public website. The Ombudsman plays an important role in upholding accountability, and for the public to have trust in such an institution, the first point of contact must be handled with clarity, courtesy, and openness.

I have provided feedback to the Office about ensuring the accuracy and completeness of the information on their website, so that members of the public can better understand what issues are within scope before making contact.

Review: Office of the Ombudsman NZ – Disappointing

Parking Services Ltd and Similar Ilk: Know Your Rights and Push Back

Disclaimer: This post is my personal opinion as a concerned member of the public and is for informational purposes only. It does not constitute legal advice. If you are the recipient of such a breach notice from a private parking firm, suggest consider speaking to a legal advisor or the Citizens Advice Bureau.


In recent years, I’ve watched with alarm and indignation as remote private parking enforcement companies like Parking Services Ltd and Smart Compliance Management Ltd have gained a greater foothold in New Zealand. While I’ve personally never received a parking breach notice from either of them, what I’ve seen and what others have highlighted I feel raises serious questions about fairness, legality, and ethics.

If You Receive One – Don’t Panic

If you or someone you know happens to receive such a notice from a private parking enforcement firm, please don’t just pay it blindly. Here’s what you can do. Continue reading “Parking Services Ltd and Similar Ilk: Know Your Rights and Push Back”

Parking Services Ltd and Similar Ilk: Know Your Rights and Push Back

Photo: Hamilton Gardens Piazza

Piazza at Hamilton Gardens. Little / short roadtrip to get out of Auckland for a while to collect my thoughts + a short hike at the North end of Hakarimata ranges. Trails appear to be rather quiet currently.

Hamilton Gardens Piazza

In other news. Yes, to confirm the stories on the grapevine, I did indeed purchased yet another rental property earlier this year. (Why people seem to be so fascinated at this, I wouldn’t know…)

Photo: Hamilton Gardens Piazza

Using Google less and AI chat systems more

Fed up with the quality of Web search these days, gradually switching over to use more ChatGPT, DeepSeek in order to at least point me in the right direction. That way, have been able to find what I need sooner.

With that said, I understand it’s not going to stay that way. In time AI chat will too get polluted in the same way as web search as the pressure to turn a profit increases.

Using Google less and AI chat systems more

Existential

The world is changing, people are changing. I don’t necessarily agree with (nor understand) the way the world is currently headed, but other than continuing to express my views and concerns to elect representatives, “chewing the fat” with friends and family over the challenges facing society, participating in public consultations held by any government agency, discussing civics in a broader setting and continuing to partake in civic discourse, I otherwise feel powerless to effect any change as an individual.

Just another day out of the house… Someone causing a scene and getting arrested at Britomart.

In a way, it feels like some sort of generalized regression or devolution is slowly creeping in to the human species, but can’t put my finger on the root of it. Closer to home, It just seems some kind of ‘strangeness’ is happening. E.g. Everytime I head out, chances are very good that I will witness at least one incident of people losing their shit in a public freakout. People obviously under the influence smashing things, public shouting matches between groups of people, physical assault along with other public disorder incidents. In truth, it is beginning to feel like scenes out of a zombie movie at times as obvious drug use continues to increasingly grip society.

As my uncle said to me, you can’t save the world and you know what? He is 100% right. Going to be hunkering down, closing up a bit, sticking to my knitting as it were, and focussing more on taking care of the people who matter the most in my life. (Engaging Some sort of self defense mode as it were).

I’ve tried (and I shall continue to try – through continuing to engage in the civic process over issues such as housing affordability, inequality, infrastructure, public health, transport, public safety, among other social issues), but the reality is, there’s little else I can do and anything I do in the overall scheme of things has little impact on the prevailing. Embrace human imperfection, I guess. Even if any fix for any given social issue may seem glaringly obvious.

I’m also anticipating in due course, I will probably eventually stop updating this site entirely. I’m seeing little point in continuing to write and spell out my thoughts here.

Existential

Sugar Alcohols (artificial sweeteners) can make me violently sick

So I’ve discovered that I’m sugar alcohol (Artificial sweetener) intolerent. Seems this applies to almost any Artificial sweetener including sorbitol, xylitol, aspartame, and others I’ve so far tried. Even a small dose will mess with my system – Ends up giving me flu like symptoms such as headaches, nausea, including joint, muscle and body ache, Diarrhea (Though without the respiratory ailments typical of influenza or COVID).

Used to be able to declare that I had no specific dietary requirements or restrictions when asked (on a form or otherwise). These days are obviously now gone for me with the use of sugar alcohols becoming more prevalent and I just now have to take care to check the ingredients of anything I buy and consume.

Sugar Alcohols (artificial sweeteners) can make me violently sick